At 3 AM during my worst psychosis episode in months, I wrote a desperate journal entry to God feeling spiritually attacked and completely alone. The next morning, I discovered Strong's Hebrew H863 - אִתַּי (Ittai) meaning "with me" - and everything changed. This isn't just about an ancient biblical character; it's about the "Ittai Effect" we all experience as believers: when our mental health struggles feel overwhelming, God doesn't abandon us - He draws closer. A personal st